Me Recently

Really, I wanna post something cute, funny, and positive.
But my heart really is sooo gloomy recently.

The fact that it is D-13 from my boyfriend's job training that-I-don't-know-where-but-definitely-outside-Jakarta thingy.
The fact that my graduation is the last time I can see him before his job training.
The fact I'm soooo freaking dumb to realize my CV's gender was male. CV that I've sent to many many media in UI's job fair. Stupid-oo!
The fact that I haven't got calls from any medias, maybe because of my stupid stupid mistake.
The fact that yesterday had me proven that I couldn't catch something beautiful in frame.
The fact that I'm losing my sense of humor maybe because of my gloomy feeling.
The fact that I don't have something to do, and it's not actually-I-have-it-but-I-postpone-it.


Makes me more gloomy.
Thanks.

6 comments:

Anonymous | February 18, 2011 at 12:58 PM

kakakkk..=.=
yang bener ajaahhhh cobaaa gender aja salahhh...wkwkwk..xD

neycit | February 18, 2011 at 1:03 PM

yea, shit happened in a shitty way.

nanajingga | February 18, 2011 at 9:30 PM

ngerjain yang bikin hati seneng dulu, kaaaa!
biar ngga gloomy terus ;)

Co | February 19, 2011 at 9:07 AM

and the fact that you still have (another) best-boy friend who always ready to share your stories (if you want to)..
keep spirit ney! (and me too).. =)

neycit | February 20, 2011 at 12:14 AM

@nana: ya ampun na, bener banget tuh na, pengen ke pantai bangettttt... T_T

@coco: yeaa, that's true.. but it's hard to get outside this gloomy bubble thingy, heuu.. but we HAVE TO! FIGHTING!!

nanajingga | February 21, 2011 at 9:31 AM

aaaaaaaahhhhhh.. pantai the best place ever to refresh your mind, ka! :D

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