Through The Rain

Through The Rain

When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you’re distraught and in pain
Without anyone

We keep prayin’ to saved
But nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can’t
Find your way home
You can get there alone
It’s okay
What you say is

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on

Step fastly
And you’ll find what you need
To prepare
What you say is

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And when the wind moves
And shadows grow close
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing you can’t face
And sure they tell you
You’ll never pull through
Don’t hesitate
Stay calm and sane

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

P.s: Yes I'll hold my faith tighter

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Everyday I Love You

Everyday I Love You

Tadi pas karaoke, nggak sengaja inget dan nemu lagu lama banget. Everyday I Love You. Ada yang tau nggak yaa? Kalo Ricco Suhardian sih jelas pasti tau, orang dia fansnya Ronan Keating. Dan aku baru sadar, ternyata artinya baguuuss banget!

Okay, here it is...

I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you

I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn something new
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.

It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you

Everyday I love you more
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

Jadi inget pacar sendiri, hihihi...
DEFINITELY NOTED AS ONE OF MY WEDDING SONGS. :D



P.s: Tuuuh kan, ralat dari fans beratnya Ronan Keating (silakan baca di atas) ada yang protes gitu di twitter, katanya "@neycit itu blog loe salah tuh, yang nyanyi Everyday I Love You tuh Boyzone bukan cuma Ronan Keating.. -.-". " --> Iyaa deeeh, maksudnya teh Boyzone, lupa nambahin hehehe. Maaf ya! :D

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It's The Damn Climb

It's The Damn Climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith

-The Climb, Miley Cyrus-

Siapa bilang skripsi selesai itu enak?
Biar masih ababil, tapi jenius juga liriknya.

Bukan cepat atau lambatnya, bukan juga hasilnya.
Tapi emang perjuangan itu nggak bakal ada abisnya.
Huffh.

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Teary

Teary

Sahabatku, bukan maksud hati membebani,
Tetapi...

Telah lama, kumenanti
Satu malam sunyi untuk kuakhiri
Dan usai tangis ini, aku kan berjanji...

Untuk diam, duduk di tempatku
Menanti seorang yang biasa saja
Segelas air di tangannya, kala kuterbaring... sakit
Menentang malam, tanpa bimbang lagi
Demi satu dewi yang lelah bermimpi
Dan berbisik : "Selamat tidur, tak perlu bermimpi bersamaku..."

Wahai tuhan, jangan bilang lagi itu terlalu tinggi

Curhat Buat Sahabat - Dewi Lestari

quoted from here.
somehow, this song always makes me teary. :'(

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True Colors

True Colors

But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Cyndi Lauper - True Colors

<3

Ney

*pic source: here

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Buffer2010

Buffer2010

am not gonna say a lot, just let the pics talk.

the best bassist (Barry Likumahuwa), and the best vocalist (Matthew Sawyers) ever


what an expression!

5 from 6 personnels of BLP (plus Jonas Wang in the back, if you could see)

that's what i called 'menghayati' hahaha.. And Dennis definitely fit in the terminology of 'cute', woohoo!

awawawaww

not big fan of Rayi, but this one is not-bad

love the spotlight, actually. haha!

these guys are who the ABEGEs screamed for all night long.

actually, i'm a big fan of the guy in the back, named Aska, the guitarist.

this is what i called SUPERB!

the one and only, Sandhy Sondoro.

my fave one is End of The Rainbow, beuh!

All picts' captured by me.


saatnya narsis (dikit), haha!

Ney.

p.s: I LOVE YOU with capital letter, and this one is for you. :)

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Anna (Go to Him)

Anna (Go to Him)

Aku belum pernah denger lagu ini sebelumnya, padahal ngakunya sih fansnya The Beatles. Judulnya Anna (Go to Him).

Pertama kali denger lagu ini pas si pacar main ke Bandung dengan bawa dvd yang isinya foto-foto kita di Jogja (dari Alm. si Merah, hiks!) yang ternyata dimasukkin juga sama dia song book-nya The Beatles, komplit! Waah aku senang sekali. Maklum, kita berdua sama-sama menggilai cowok-cowok berpotongan bob itu.

Pertama kali denger lagu itu, aku sedih banget. Dan terkejut juga sebenernya. Apalagi waktu itu yang nyanyiin si pacar pake gitar. (Tambah mewek dah!) Gila, di zaman itu, jenius banget liriknya. Plus, dalem juga buat si pacar. Katanya sih, lagu itu udah sering dia nyanyiin waktu SMA gara-gara nggak kesampaian ngomong langsung sama orangnya. :P

Here it is...

Anna, you come and ask me girl
To set you free, girl
You say he loves you more than me

So I will set you free
Go with him, go with him

Anna, girl, before you go now
I want you to know now
That I still love you so
But if he loves you more, go with him

All of my life I've been searching for a girl
To love me like I love you oh, now
But every girl I've ever had breaks my heart

And leaves me sad, what am I
What am I suppose to do oh, oh, oh .....
Anna, just one more thing, girl
You give back your ring to me
And I will set you free, go with him

All of my life I've been searching for a girl
To love me like I love you
Cause let me tell you now
But every girl I've ever had breaks my heart

And leaves me sad, what am I
What am I suppose to do oh, oh, oh .....
Anna, just one more thing, girl
You give back your ring to me
And I will set you free,
Go with him, go with him
You can go with him, girl, go with him

Dan, ternyata oh ternyata, lagu ini bukanlah lagu asli karya The Beatles, tapi ditulis dan sempat dinyanyikan oleh Arthur Alexander. Karena John Lennon suka banget sama lagu ini, akhirnya diputuskan untuk dimasukkan ke dalam album Please, Please Me. Begitulah kira-kira. Oiya, judulnya emang Anna (Go to Him), bukan Anna (Go with Him) walaupun dinyanyikan dengan 'with'.

Yang sebenernya ganggu dari lagu ini, sebenernya adalah liriknya yang ini, "You give back your ring to me, and I will set you free, go with him." Why did you want her to give back your ring? Buat apa? Toh nggak akan dipake juga kan? Sebenernya bisa sih kalo mo dijual lagi, hemhem..

But anyway, i'm touched by the song, kesian kalo ada cowok kayak gitu. Kecuali lirik bagian itu.


Ney.

P.s: no, i don't wanna go with him or anyone else. I don't wanna go anywhere, i just wanna sit here with you listening to your guitar play. May i? :)

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Java Jazz Festival 2010

Java Jazz Festival 2010

Jadi, malem minggu kemarin adalah the coolest saturday night sejak JavaJazz 2009, karena AKHIRNYA berangkat juga aku ke JJF 2010, setelah bersusah payah hampir ga jadi. woohoo! Thanks to Rejong yang mau bersusah-payah nemenin aku nonton hahaha. Oiya reviewnya juga bisa di baca di blognya, klik aja namanya yaaa. heheheh.

Anyway, walaupun kita nggak nonton Special Show-nya, but it's still fun to go. Nggak kalah bo, ada Sandy Sandhoro (HE'S SO DAMN GOOD!), Glenn Fredly, EndahN'Rhesa, Monita Tahalea, dan lain-lain. Yang pasti aku jadi punya denger-dengeran baru, Lee Ritenour. Sokiiill!

Foto?

Salahkan Rejong yang nggak ngupload-ngupload fotonya. Hahaha! Jadi fotonya ini dulu deh yaaa...

Tumbler baru, IDR 50.000! woohoo!
lucu ga? lucu ga?

Anyway, sebenarnya justru bukan JJF nya yang ku ingat (bukan berarti JJFnya nggak bagus loh, krn emg bagus banggeettt JJFnyaa!), tapi justru perjalanan pulang dari Kemayoran-Ciledug. Aku baru tau kalo di Harmoni-Kota itu 'rame' ya kalo malem. Sempet aku nanya, "Jong, itu cewek beneran apa boongan?" karena jujur, aku nggak pernah ngeliat Jakarta 'sejelas' kemarin, semalam kemarin. Kalo kata Rejong "Kehidupan Malam Jakarta".

Karena percaya atau engga, cewek-ceweknya cantik-cantik banget. Padahal bisa tuh kayaknya mereka jadi model. Serius deh.

Called me naive or whatever, that's true. Sempat ngeliat mobil Jazz full-modif berhenti, kayaknya sih lagi 'window-shopping', and i mean literally. Di dalamnya juga kelihatan masih muda (kalo nggak salah, maklum udah siwer haha!). Wow.

Loner or addict? Nggak ada yang tau.

Trus kita sempet ketemu lagi sama si jazz full-modif ini di jalan depan FX (jauh ya, Harmoni-FX. niat abis!), dan dia ngebut parah. Waktu itu sekitar jam 01.00 pagi, jalanan sepi banget, dan dia langsung aja. Wuuuuzzzzzz! Mungkin udah ditunggu mama di rumah. :P

Hemm, ibu kota.


Ney.


p.s: Jongki, padahal udah sedekat ini, jongkiii.... Barry, jonggg! hahahahaha

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Friends, Lovers, or Nothing

Friends, Lovers, or Nothing

Source: here

Berhubung abis beli cd barunya John Mayer yang Battle Studies, i'll give you my review. Bikin mikir juga nih album haha! Namanya juga belajar (sesuai dong ya sama judul album hehe). Nice!

Ada satu yang nempel, di track terakhirnya yg judulnya Friends, Lovers, or Nothing. Bait terakhirnya gini:

Friends, lovers or nothing.
We can really only ever be one.
Friends, lovers or nothing.
We'll never be an in-between, so give it up.
We'll never be an in-between, so give it up.

Anything other than yes is no.
Anything other than stay is go.
Anything less than "i love you" is lying.

Wew. So, what do you think?

Sorry, mister Mayer. You're still a genious to me, but the thing is...
I love my bestfriends! Haha.


Ney.

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How To Say Goodbye

How To Say Goodbye

To get up and go
To catch the last train
To get in some car
And drive out again
To (never) come back this way....
*of course you'll be back!*
And have to say....

Goodbye, so long, farewell, au revoir..


Ney.

p.s: i always feel secure around his arms, no matter what. Daah Olan, missed you already *sniff* :'(

p.s.s: Thx to Husni Jayadi, for the song.

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Just Killing Time.

Just Killing Time.

Seharian ini aku berpikir, mau ngapain ya hari ini? Weekend di Bandung tuh feels like hell, nggak kemana-mana bosen, mo kemana-mana lebih macet daripada Jakarta (yaiyalah orang-orangnya tumplek plek ke sini semua.) Setelah berbosan-bosan dan berbingung-bingung ria, akhirnya one of my good friend ngajak aku nonton film bareng, (500) days of Summer, dan aku baru sadar kalo itu salah satu film yang diputer di JIFFEST. And it was sooo good. Highly recommended!

Jadilah kita nonton film ini, dan oia aku mengagumi banget si Zooey Deschanel (kalo nggak salah ngeja), si pemeran wanitanya, dari dulu. Dia tuh lucu, cute, sederhana, girl-next-door banget lah, and i love her style too! Huhu.

"This is a story of boy meets girl, but you should know upfront, this is not a love story." Itu kata naratornya pas di awal mula film. And you're right, don't expect anything smells like romance here. Dan aku jadi punya pandangan baru tentang sesuatu, okay, tentang cinta.

Nggak tau kenapa, aku merasa beberapa pikiran Tom hampir sama denganku, yaaah naif memang naif tapi di sisi lain apatis juga. Kadang berpikir hal-hal yang namanya soulmate, fate, jodoh itu ada, tapi nggak jarang juga ragu hal-hal seperti itu real. That's silly, i know.

Begitu pula dengan Tom, waktu dia jatuh cinta sama Summer, dia yakin banget kalo Summer is the one. Sampe akhirnya mereka pisah, and Tom can't get over her. Karena dia yakin Summer tuh jodohnya. But this is reality, and that's why i love about this movie, it's not a love story, it's a representative of reality. Tapi happy ending kok. Tenang aja. (SPOILER mode: ON) Heheheh.

Favourite quote-ku waktu Tom ketemu Summer lagi di taman, Tom bilang kalo Summer benar tentang semua perkataannya di masa lalu yang bilang kalo yang namanya jodoh, soulmate, takdir itu salah. Padahal waktu dulu Summer ngomong gitu, Tom-lah yang idealis, yang bilang kalo jodoh, soulmate, takdir itu ada. Tom pun sempat bertanya pada Summer, kenapa dia meninggalkannya. Dan waktu sekarang Tom membenarkan semua perkataan Summer yang dulu, Summer yang waktu itu udah menikah (dengan orang lain), cuma menjawabnya begini,

Summer: "I woke up one morning and I just knew."
Tom: "Knew what?"
Summer: "What I was never sure of with you."
.....
Summer: "You weren't wrong, Tom. You were just wrong about me."

Hufffh.
Again, God and God's misterious way.


Jadi intinya harus nonton, dvdnya udah bagus kok. Kalo yang mo nonton di JIFFEST lebih bagus lagi heheheh.

End of words, here i show you two videos that made my weekend's not-so-boring. Here it is. (maaf ya kalo agak-agak nggak nyambung, mhuehehhehe.)

First: Itchy Faced Kid


Second: Nick Pitera

Ney.

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Perhaps. Perhaps. Perhaps.

Perhaps. Perhaps. Perhaps.

You won't admit you love me.
And so how am I ever to know?
You always tell me
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.


A million times I've asked you,
and then I ask you over again,
you only answer
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.


If you can't make your mind up,
we'll never get started.
And I don't want to wind up
being parted, broken-hearted.
So if you really love me,
say YES.
But if you don't, dear, CONFESS.
And please don't tell me
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

(Cake - Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps)

P.s: Sounds familiar huh? Haha.

Ney.

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Before I Fall in Love

Before I Fall in Love

Seorang abiku pernah menasihatiku, zaman-zaman dia masih di Turki dulu dan belum sesibuk sekarang, zaman-zaman di Turki dulu waktu dia masih bisa online 24 jam dengan provider Turkinya (nggak kayak provider Indonesia yang mahal luar biasa). Seperti biasa, entah kenapa, semua kritik-kritik, nasihat-nasihat, saran-saran, komen-komen dari dia bisa langsung ku terima. And i'm usually not easy being criticized. Ah, memang he's the man.

Jadi, kangen curhat-curhatan sama dia, webcam-webcam-an ngeliat muka komiknya, hahahaha. Padahal kalo dipikir-pikir, dulu sama sekarang jaraknya jauh lebih deket sekarang, malah sekarang sekota, padahal dulu beda benua. Tapi, yaah begitulah. Terlalu banyak faktor yang bikin kita 'jauh' bahkan dari arti jarak yang sebenarnya.

Intinya, banyak yang salah mengartikan kita.
Korban dari manusia-manusia yang terlalu menggilai label.

Biarlah dia menganggap aku sombong, udah menemukan kebahagiaan yang lain, lupa sama dia.

But the truth is, i don't want to ruin his life.


Padahal, aku cuma pengen ngobrol sama abiku yang nggak pernah ku punya. Sosok yang bijaksana yang bikin aku ingat Allah, bikin aku sadar hal-hal kecil yang nggak pernah aku syukuri sebelumnya, dan yang paling penting menyadarkan aku how beautiful life i have right now.

Abiku sekaligus guruku, my literally saviour. Yea, he's literally a teacher, and i think it's his nature gift. :) *abicim, i'm sure that you'll be a freaking good teacher, cause you're rock! Bon courage! XD

Dan mendadak aku ingat dia gara-gara aku lagi mengalami lagi hal-hal yang pernah aku curhatin ke dia, dan jadi ingat nasihatnya dia. Nasihat dalam bentuk lagu, untuk nggak mengulangi kesalahan besar yang pernah aku perbuat, judulnya...

"Before I Fall in Love by Coco Lee"
(langsung puter di Winamp, hihih)

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cause my hearts been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
or is it true could you really be

Someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
someone who'll stay around
through all my up's and down's
Please tell me now before I fall in love

I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
but I wanna take a chance
Oh, please give me a reason to believe
say you're the one
that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
through all my up's and down's
Please tell me now before I fall in love
It's been so hard for me
to give my heart away
but I'd give my everything

Someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
through all my up's and down's
Please tell me now before I fall in love
Before I fall in love

* Iya abi, THIS TIME i really need to know, before i fall, in love. And one more thing from your quote that i remember..

"Ney, kamu bisa kok dapet jauh jauh yang lebih baik dari sekarang, Ney. Percayalah. Ney, abi nggak bisa liat kamu sakit lagi kayak gini lagi, Ney. Kamu menyenangkan, baik banget, sayang banget kalo cuma akhirnya cuma disakitin begini. Jadi, saran abi, Ney, setelah yang ini, nggak usah cari pacar lagi, Ney. Carilah calon suami."

Yes, abi. I will.

çok teşekkür ederim,

Ney.


(Abi = Panggilan "mas" dalam bahasa Turki. And abi, you know who you are. Thanks for those moments.)

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No Me Ames (Don't Love Me) English Subtitle

No Me Ames (Don't Love Me) English Subtitle

*) Lagunya yang bahasa spanyol di samping yaa (nggak nemu yang bahasa Inggris nih, kayaknya JLo-Marc emang nggak nyanyiin versi Inggris-nya), di kolom Feel The Beat. Tinggal di play aja kalo nggak ke-auto play. Bagian yang dibold yang bener-bener *eheemmm* bikin aku merinding stress. Haha. Padahal ini lagu lama, baru keingetan lagi, udah lama pengen nyari terjemahan Inggris-nya, huhu ternyata sedih banget. Makin metal (mellow total), haha.




Tell me, why are you crying?
Because I'm happy
And why are you so choked up?
From loneliness
And why are you squeezing my hand
So tightly
And your thoughts seem to be wandering?

I love you so much
Why?
Don't be so hard-headed
Stop doubting me
Although in the future there will be a huge wall
I'm not afraid
I want to love you

Don't love me because you think I'm different
You don't think it's right
For us to spend this time together
Don't love me because I know what a lie it would be
If you don't think I deserve your love
Don't love me
I'm going to stay another day

Dont love me
Because I am lost
Because I changed the world
Because it's destiny
Because it can't be
We are both a mirror
And you would be my own reflection
Don't love me
You would be dying
Within a war full of regrets
Don't love me to be on this Earth
I would like to throw your enormous love
Through the blue sky

I don't know what to say to you
That's the truth
When people want to
They know how to hurt
You and I will depart
They would not move
But in this sky, don't leave me alone

Don't leave me, don't leave me
Don't listen to me if I say to you "Don't love me"
Don't let me
Do not disable my heart with that "Don't love me"
Don't love me, I'm begging you
Leave me with my bitterness
You know well that I can't, that it's useless
That I will always love you

Don't love me
Because I would make you suffer
With this heart of mine
That was filled with a thousand winters
Don't love me
So that you can forget your gray days
I want you to love me, just to love me
Don't love me
You and I will fly with the other
And we will always be together
This love is like the sun that comes after the storm
Like two comets on the same path

Don't love me
Don't, don't love me
Don't love me

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Greatest Story Ever Told

Greatest Story Ever Told

Jumat, 6 Maret 2009.

Sella (one of my good friends in college) ulang tahun yang ke-21, we made scrapbook for her (kalo itu bisa dibilang scrapbook, hehe). Happy birthday Sel, have a blast! Tapi sayang, hari itu aku nggak bisa menghabiskan hari dengan mereka, soalnya someone's waiting for me out there, and he's JASON MRAZ! Hahaha. Ya, aku dapet tiket daily pass Java Jazz Festival 2009 untuk hari jumat, plus juga tiket special show buat Jason Mraz yang hari jumat juga.

Pas hari-H nggak tau kenapa kok kayaknya dipersulit banget ya jalannya. Aku sampe udah mau nangis saking keselnya.

Jadi aku berangkat dari Bandung sekitar jam 12.30 dengan harapan sampe Jakarta jam 15.00-an (sesuai dengan rencanaku bertemu sama temen-temenku dulu di Plaza Senayan). Agak meleset dari perkiraan awal, akhirnya aku baru sampe Plaza Senayan sekitar jam 15.30. Ku telfon lah temenku ini.

Tuuutt.. Tuuuuuuttt..
"Halo Ney, iya ini masih di rumah. Tungguin bentar ya."

Oke. Mungkin bentar lagi dateng. Walaupun sebenernya agak-agak khawatir karena rumahnya agak jauh (rumahnya di Barat, sedangkan PS di Selatan). But, that's fine, tapi nggak lama.

Mulai autis sendirian di PS setelah menghabiskan Cheeseburger + McFlurry Coffee. Untung ada dia di ujung telfon yang nemenin. Jadi, nggak terlalu takut karna nggak sendirian.

10 menit berlalu..

30 menit nggak kerasa..

Sejam kemudian (16.30): Dan masih belom ada perkembangan kabar yang signifikan. Mereka masih di rumah..

And i really hate to wait!

Semakin gelisah, dan akhirnya, sekitar jam 5 kurang, dia baru sms nyuruh aku nunggu di depan gerbang JCC aja. God! Sabar.. sabar.. Aku udah menggrutu sendiri pas mau naik taksi yang berhenti di depan PS. Untung supirnya kooperatif dan baik banget. Alhasil kita nggak kejebak macet. Dan akhirnya aku sampe juga di depan gerbang masuk Java Jazz Festival 2009.

Tapi buat apa ya kan, akhirnya aku pun menunggu lagi di sana. Jam 18.00 mereka bilang masih di Permata Hijau dan kena macet. Itu bener-bener aku udah nggak sabar. Aku disuruh buru-buru dateng ke Jakarta, tapi apa? Kalo tentara, aku sendirian yang udah sampe dan siap. Sedangkan musuh udah beratus-ratus batalion. Heuu..

Semakin mengingat Jason Mraz bentar lagi muncul, dan ada isu shownya bakal dimajuin, paniklah aku. Bayangin, sendirian memikirkan terancam nggak jadi nonton Jason Mraz. Udah nahan nangis tau, beneran. Mo beli di calo tapi mahal gilak! Nggak mampulah aku. Mo duduk, tapi nggak ada tempat duduk. Padahal kakiku udah gemeteran. Haha! Dan cheeseburger itu satu-satunya makanan padat yang ku makan. Pantes aja aku makin gemeteran ya kan.

Saking keselnya, aku nggak tau lagi mesti gimana. Akhirnya aku sampe sms 'dia-yang-di-sana' dengan nada kesal. Maafin aku. Nggak seharusnya aku menumpahkan kekesalan. Harusnya aku bisa lebih dewasa. Heuu..

Akhirnya jam skitar 18.25 dan kita baru masuk. (Itu juga udah pake nyelak antrian). Jalan cepatlah kita demi tiket Rp 235.000 itu. Dan selanjutnya.. selanjutnyaa.. Dan hilanglah sudah semua kekesalan tadi, larut bersama euphoria yang menggelora.

Best Moments: Waktu Mike Mohede nyanyi Indonesia Raya sebelum Jason Mraz tampil. Belom pernah aku se-merinding itu waktu denger lagu kebangsaan Indonesia itu. And yes, lagunya lagu-lagu cinta. Sayang, aku hanya bisa mendengar suaranya di ujung sana. That day reminded me of him.


Sabtu, 7 Maret 2009.

Setelah baru pagi bisa tidur, aku hampir aja bangun kesiangan. Untung ada si dia yang nelfon dan ngebangunin aku jam 7.30 pagi. Keluargaku bahkan nggak ada yang tahu kalo travelku berangkat sejam lagi. Heuu.. Untung kamu nelfon, miku.

Mandi cepet-cepet. Langsung berangkat dianter papaku. Padahal mamaku masak tom-yam dan nasi bakar. Aarghh, and I had to miss those!

Macet di Purbaleunyi bikin aku terjebak di dalem mobil selama 4 jam dan nyaris nggak bisa kuliah tambahan Kajian Strategis bersama Anak Agung Banyu Perwita. Tapi untungnya bisa juga, dan malahan pulangnya diajak nonton Kambing Jantan.

Yeaa, that movie. Film komedi tentang LDR (Long Distance Relationship). Ku pikir setelah pulang nonton, aku bakal tertawa. Ketawa banget sih, tapi agak merasa tersindir. Kenapa? Yea,i think you know why. Dan setelah nonton film itu, i kinda missed him a lot more. Huhu.


Minggu, 8 Maret 2009.

Today has been the best day for me for this week. Pertama, Java Jazz bikin aku kangen dengan lagu-lagu jazznya yang SELALU berbau cinta. Kedua, film Kambing Jantan yang dengan luar biasa mengejutkan bikin aku tambah kangen sama yang di sana. Jadi, intinya aku jauh lebih super duper kangen dia gara2 hari-hari kemarin yang makin mengingatkanku padanya. And today, he even sweeter than ever, hehe. I know he will read this, but that's my point. You know that you are really sweet today, sweety. ^_^

Aku jadi inget kata-kata Retha, one of my good friends in college, dia setuju aku susah ngomong kata-kata sayang itu, tapi dia ada benernya. Daripada nggak ngomong dan lebih sakit nantinya, mending ngomong sekarang. Gara-gara itu, sekarang aku berjanji sama diriku sendiri untuk nggak menahan diriku sendiri ketika hatiku menjeritkan kata-kata itu. Jantungku sekarang udah siap menanggung resiko untuk bekerja lebih extra kok ketika aku ngomong kata-kata itu.

You know i always believe in my heart, and my heart believes in you. Jangan lupa, aku udah bosen dengan kata-kata itu, karena nggak mewakili perasaanku tau. Jadi, cepetan cari vocabnya yuuk. Hehe.

Dan aku makin kangen dia. Haha. Kapan kamu ke sini, miku?

Aarghh! Aku merinding. Pas banget lagi nulis post ini, tiba-tiba Winampku melantunkan sebuah lagu yang nggak pernah ku anggep 'dalem' sebelumnya. Dan, pas aku denger lagi hari ini, I suddenly love that song! Haha.

Today's Soundtrack: Greatest Story Ever Told - Oliver James

Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could've prayed for
There you are
If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad, I'm your man

And if I lived a thousand years
You know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
That day.
But if destiny decided
I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you
(Just how much I really need you
Did I tell you that I love you) tonight?

I don't hear the music
When I'm looking in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body
Close to mine.
Its the way we touch that sends me
Its a way we'll always be
Your kiss, your pretty smile you know I'd die for
Oh baby, your all I need.

Aarghh! Gilak.



Still missing you,

Ney

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