are you a massochist, or what?

are you a massochist, or what?

Happy New Year 2010!

Sebenernya pengen ngucapin in a proper way, seperti nulis post pertama di tahun 2010 yang isinya resolusi-resolusi, harapan-harapan, dan blablabla, tapi banyak alasannya untuk tidak. Pertama, nggak ada ide yang sedikit 'original', kedua, ada hal lain yang lebih menarik untuk ku tulis daripada sekedar resolusi yang harusnya buat aku sendiri juga sih.

Tapi tenang aja, resolusi-resolusi 2010-ku ada di samping kiri. (Kayak ada yang mo ngeliat juga hahaha) Plus one, find a love that i need, instead of i want. ;p

Oke, cukup.


Jadi ceritanya gini, nggak tau gimana awalnya, terjadilah percakapan antara aku dan salah satu sahabat terbaikku di wall facebook.

RS (one of my bestfriends):
kalau "superman" udah tau dia bakal lemah dihadapan "kryptonite".. trus buat apa dia ngedeketin sesuatu yang udah tau pasti itu akan nyakitin dia?

then i answered...
hemm, it's probably the same question if you ask me,
why love if losing hurts so much?
or why walk if falling hurts so much?

there are 2 possible options of answer..
1. he is "no pain, no gain" kind of person, or
2. simply that stupid superman is a massochist

or, maybe... just maybe...

3. this 'super-man' both enjoy the pain, because he knows that there is always a rainbow after the rain.

i think i choose the last one. Which one is yours? Because, after all, i believe that there's someone out there, for me, and for everyone else. Just like Buble said in his new song, haven't met you yet.

wherever you are, whenever it's right. i just haven't met you yet. :)

(Michael Buble)

Ney.

p.s: this thing reminds me one of (alm) Meggy Z's song, "percuma saja berlayar, kalau kau takut gelombang". So damn true!