Invisible

Invisible

I might look happy, but did you ever really see me?
I might sound funny, but did you ever really hear me?
I might laugh whenever you made a joke about me, but did you ever know what I feel?
Did you ever notice I have feelings too?
I might look amazed everytime you compared me with someone else, but did you ever notice that I'm hurt?
I might look nothing-happened everytime you didn't see my achievements, but did you ever know that I feel disappointed?
I might look grumpy and whiner to you, but did you ever look the good sides of me as everytime you look at him? No matter how much flaws he had?

I maybe don't have any sad stories like you do
I'm maybe not a survivor just like you are
I'm maybe not talented as you are
I maybe cannot do-everything just like you
I maybe forever cannot achieve your expectations

Those maybe are the reasons why you couldn't see me
I'm sorry for being nothing.



pic's from here

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It's The Damn Climb

It's The Damn Climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith

-The Climb, Miley Cyrus-

Siapa bilang skripsi selesai itu enak?
Biar masih ababil, tapi jenius juga liriknya.

Bukan cepat atau lambatnya, bukan juga hasilnya.
Tapi emang perjuangan itu nggak bakal ada abisnya.
Huffh.

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Me Recently

Me Recently

Really, I wanna post something cute, funny, and positive.
But my heart really is sooo gloomy recently.

The fact that it is D-13 from my boyfriend's job training that-I-don't-know-where-but-definitely-outside-Jakarta thingy.
The fact that my graduation is the last time I can see him before his job training.
The fact I'm soooo freaking dumb to realize my CV's gender was male. CV that I've sent to many many media in UI's job fair. Stupid-oo!
The fact that I haven't got calls from any medias, maybe because of my stupid stupid mistake.
The fact that yesterday had me proven that I couldn't catch something beautiful in frame.
The fact that I'm losing my sense of humor maybe because of my gloomy feeling.
The fact that I don't have something to do, and it's not actually-I-have-it-but-I-postpone-it.


Makes me more gloomy.
Thanks.

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Slip Tongue

Slip Tongue

Suatu malam, di dalam mobil...

Teman: "Ney, bawa kamera LDR lo dongg..."
Saya: "..........."

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Little Refreshing

Little Refreshing

So last weekend, my boyfriend and I decided not to do usual thing we do in a date like go to the cinema or dine in a nice restaurant, but we go to the museum! Yay! And it 's kinda refreshing, really. You really should try it!

If you're in Jakarta, Kota Tua Djakarta is a must. There are a lot of museums. My recommendation is Museum Bank Indonesia. Who knew that visiting museum means a lot of fun. Anyway, it's not like boring-static museum as usual, instead it's a modern-edgy-multimedia museum! It really was a big surprise for me actually, there's a very attractive museum in Jakarta.

So here are some photos I took in it.



Be inspired,

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