Unfinished Business
I am really unsure about writing this post, but I keep thinking about something. Something that I have tried not to think about, something that I think I am too scared even just thinking about.
So I help myself with the thought that I was a mean person. That is it. But it is not enough. It is never enough. And I feel haunted and guilty even more when someone else told about this person. And I never, ever, in my any cells of my body, have a thought to hurt this person.
I know I was wrong. I never had a clear statement to this person, so I hope this person read my post, because you know, I'm suck on talking. Really suck. And I never have any guts to tell the truth, because I don't want to hurt this person, not anymore.
Okay, I'm stuck here.
I'll put some lines from one of my favourite movies that describe my feelings the most
It just wasn't me that you were right about.
So, listen here, I always believe that you have a huge heart, and you are a great person. And I believe that someday, if you always think you are a great person, you will be a great one. And trust me, I know that somewhere, somehow, you will meet the one. We will never know what Allah had planned to all of us. You always told me that. I am so sorry.
Everything happened for a reason.
Cheers,
Ney.
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So I help myself with the thought that I was a mean person. That is it. But it is not enough. It is never enough. And I feel haunted and guilty even more when someone else told about this person. And I never, ever, in my any cells of my body, have a thought to hurt this person.
I know I was wrong. I never had a clear statement to this person, so I hope this person read my post, because you know, I'm suck on talking. Really suck. And I never have any guts to tell the truth, because I don't want to hurt this person, not anymore.
Okay, I'm stuck here.
I'll put some lines from one of my favourite movies that describe my feelings the most
Summer: I woke up one morning and I just knew.
Tom: Knew what?
Summer: What I was never sure of with you.
Summer: Well, you know, I guess it's 'cause I was sitting in a deli and reading Dorian Gray and a guy comes up to me and asks me about it and... now he's my husband.
Tom: Yeah. And... so?
Summer: So, what if I'd gone to the movies? What if I had gone somewhere else for lunch? What if I'd gotten there 10 minutes later? It was - it was meant to be. And... I just kept thinking... Tom was right. [about true love that they talked about before]
Tom: No.
Summer: Yeah, I did.
Summer: I did. It just wasn't me that you were right about.
It just wasn't me that you were right about.
So, listen here, I always believe that you have a huge heart, and you are a great person. And I believe that someday, if you always think you are a great person, you will be a great one. And trust me, I know that somewhere, somehow, you will meet the one. We will never know what Allah had planned to all of us. You always told me that. I am so sorry.
Everything happened for a reason.
Cheers,
Ney.